Dusk
And I fall
With the sun I run
Are you apalled?
I'm no fun
Almost gone
Shadow crawls
Across your face
You lost the race
And I'm alone
This sunset I'm giving it to you
(I don't think that I will)
(I don't think that I can)
The darkening sky begins the last night
The stars above start to cry
The bodies below feed me their lies
The bodies know and tell me what's right
Did I die?
Did I die with you?
Did I die?
Did I die with you?
Am I a lie?
Am I a lier to you?
You made me cry
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Take Me Down
Take me down to the place you drown them
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The Shallow
I don't know where to go
Anywhere but the shallow
There's going down with the flow
There's nothing here I don't know
Take me down to the place you drown them
Take me down to the place you drown them
Take me down to the place you drown them
Face to face with the ones I call my demons
Plunge these faces under
I want these feelings no longer
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Typhoid Mary
I stumble up the driveway I'm a little bit late
The gates close behind me it's fate
The door opens for me and I'm met with a grin
It's says shall we begin
Begin
My sin
Up the flesh staircase inverted in space
Blood drips up my face
She's been stitched together
Live leather drips decay
Drips decay
Drips decay
I will never be the same again
Is it your fault for where I've been?
The little people are inside of you
Crystal chrome my sewer home
Yes they are inside of you
There is no cure my secret's sure and
Yes they are inside of you
Crystal chrome I'm all alone
Yes there is suicide in you
Saturate the things you hate the
People suicide in you
You're their decay an effigy and
Yes they are inside of you
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I See A Monster
I see a monster and it believes that nothing is new
I see the TV and it tries to scare you
I'm in love with my melancholy yes sad but true
Well this monster is heading down not even trying to move
Bleed away all the feelings to create
And your fate dropped me on my face
The only way to leave this disgusting place
To leave you pain is to take up all your hate
I want to live a fairy tale of art and truth
But in the darkness I cut my mouth with you Matthew
All these reflections are bringing me down
All these reactions are turning around
I see a monster
(This is the misery machine
finding beauty in the obscene
this is the misery machine
all alone and that's the way it's meant to be)
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Voices
Creeping up my spine
Tearing through my brain
I thought you were mine
You think we're the same
Voices
Voices
How many voices?
They all hate me.
A violent death is hard to find
And oh what's left glitters and shines
When I've fed and when I fly
Is when I'm dead and no one is mine
Voices
Voices
How many voices?
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Ashes
I took the fall and I stole yours
I wont give it back in fact I adore
Adore
I adore
Adore it
It calls and calls
It stalls and crashes
Apalled I crawl because you are ashes
Every door I open leads to another thing I've broken in my mind
Every hallway is longer, I'm not stronger, they're getting harder to find
I give nothing to anyone
What they take is fake I still feel alone
Alone
Alone and selfish
It calls and calls
It stalls and crashes
Poet help me
See the skies beauty
Innocence torn to pieces
Filthy claws always want more
Now I know the lowest of lows
Back and forth
Chaos
Remorse
Can you hear me?
Do you know?
Do you need peace?
Do you show it?
Down below
It begins to snow
So beautiful
Everything slows
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The Drone
It's all in my head
That's what she said to me
It's all in decay
That's what she'd say quietly
One day I'll feel safe ,I would've bled all I can bleed
Until then I'll just stare at your pretty face
Our hearts will race
Our hearts will race
My heart will race
For your pretty face
Dillusions are bred
Dillsions are fed
By greed
It's coming so soon and
I need more room
To breath
Escape from the world again
Let out of a cage into a garden
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A Dying Depiction
This is a dying depiction
Of an old abrasive affliction
Consumed by all the isms
The deviants tourism
The sun is my soul
The moon my mistress
The melody my angel
My mind is my weakness
My mind is my weakness
My mind is my mistress
My mind is my weakness
You are my mistress
Voices
Voices
How many voices
A violent death is hard to find
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Bleed With Me
I don't know which me I am but
I control all of them
I give orders to my hate
And it obeys
Try and learn from the fall
Artificially tall
Emotions melt through walls
And it obeys
Bleed
Bleed
Bleed
With me
Mist white sedating charm
Mist blue seducing you
Blur horror then look through
(sedating me)
(seducing me)
I'm still gone from this world.
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I Control All Of Them
I don't know which me I am but
I control all of them
I give orders to my hate
And it obeys
Have I bled enough
Enough to stray
The silouettes dance around me
Don't say a word or you will pay
Don't open your eyes or you will see.
Down the rabbit hole you'll find me
Because I'm going away where they need me
No, nothing is real it's all greed
Down the rabbit hole
Now find me.
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Melancholy
It's all that you need
Everything that you want
Then it leaes you with nothing at all
Learn to adjust , learn to hate
Then learn to push everything away
Push everything away
Such melancholy
It is me can't you see that I'm calling
Please take my hand, lead me out of this story
Such melancholy
It's funny to me
Years I bleed
Oh melancholy
It is me can't you see that I'm calling
Please take my hand lead me on my darling
You made it real but still I am lonely
No matter now, it's allowed
There is love in me
Oh melancholy
Such a friend you've been
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Fear & Loathing
I now know the feeling
That is fear and loathing
Keep it so close to me
Encased in concrete
No one can follow me
I get lost stab out my eyes just to be free
I am swallow trying to feed
I am hollowed trying to believe
Follow me
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Soon
The forest shatters deprived
You don't know why
You don't know why
The seasons fall out of site
You don't know why
You don't know why
Leave it all behind
Come away with me some time
Leave it all behind
We will travel each others mind
Soon I'll be dead
No one will care
Soon I'll lose my mind
I'll meet you there
The forest is my mind
Broken , I don't know why
The forest is on fire
Take me away
Help me fly
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Failure
I'll do it later
I'll do it later
Procrastinator
Procrastinator
I am a failure
I am a failure
Transmutator
I am failing I am a failure
I am a failure
I'll see you later
I'll see you later
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